Happy Birthday, Love.

I hope you feel deep in your heart, as your birthdays come & go, how very much you mean to me more than you can ever know.

Happy 23th birthday, love. May God bless you always.

Kiss me until I die
Your lips are only mine
This spell will never end
With this, the world will mend
Your love fills me with joy
You are truly the sweetest boy
You are all I want to be
I'd make it you and me
Your kisses tender and wet
Brilliant like a sun that never sets
We'll hold each other forever
We will part never
I wish it weren't a dream
But thats all it seems to be
I'd love it so much more
If it was you at my door..

ilysdddm xoxo

Hangover.

I really have had a blast last night!
Thanks for the fun night, Pem & Ronny!
Luv yah amazing people till death!

Kota Marudu: The Sweet Escape.

Good morning babes! :)
It's Saturday and I guess most of you are still wrapped up in your blankets, sleeping hard and dreaming away hehe. As for me, I woke up veryearly at about 4.30am because I need to help mum out today in the market. And now I am soo sleepy! Anyways babes how was your yesterday? I hope it was great because I had a really great day yesterday! I actually followed my guyfriendfrom highschool, Pem to Kota Marudu to visit his relatives there and also to pass some stuff to his cousins. It was about 10.00am yesterday when he called and asked whether I want to join him or not. Since I had nothing to do at home and I was bored so I said why not and at about 1.00pm, after I had my lunch he came to pick me up. We arrived in Kota Marudu at about 3.30pm, I don't really remember the village's name but I remember it was mostly populated by Dusun people and being a Dusunese myself I really enjoyed and loved the friendly and very "homey" surroundings there. The folks in the kampung were so friendly to me and we chatted about so many things hehe. In the evening, Pem and his three cousins (I forgot who were their names lol) and I went for a ride around the small town and stopped by to eat at KFC.We took lots of pictures, made stupid jokes and laughed at ourselves and I was so happy. For the record, that was the first time I went to Kota Marudu hehe. Before Pem sent me home, we stopped by at Pem's cousin's house where I was served with lots of mango fruit. I ate them until I almost felt sick lol. We went home at about 7.00pm and reached Menggatal at 9.15pm. I really enjoyed myself during the brief visit and plus the view along the 2-hour journey was just amazing and so irresistible that I hardly blinked my eyes until we reached my place. I took lots of pictures but the internet connection won't allow me to post any of them so I guess I will upload them into my Facebook account when the internet connection is okay. Promise! And I actually did not tell mum that I was going to Kota Marudu earlier, I just said that I was going out to see some friends and will be home before 7.00pm. I was 2 hours late and she was so worried about me that she kept on calling my cellphone haha. When I arrived, she lectured me for being late. Well, mums will always be mums.
Special thanks to Pem for the sweet escape :)

So that's all, see you again in the next post babes!
Take care, much loves xoxo!

Bedtime stories: Of Attachment & The Faces Behind The Nicknames :))

Hello again babes :)
So it's Thursday and I definitely have got so many stories to tell!
Well, I will relate to them one by one, starting for Monday until today hehe :D


Day 1, Monday 23rd November 2009

This day was my first day in Kota Kinabalu Courts as an attachment student. I arrived in front of the Courts' main gate at about 7.40am. Apart from myself, there were four of us, all from UiTM Shah Alam and we were to do our practical at the Courts for a month, until the 24th of December 2009. Mind you, it's a day before Christmas.. -.-"
We were taken to the admnistration office by a senior officer for registration and later were handed over to our supervisor Mr. Richard who then introduced us to the staff in the lower courts (Magistrate court & sessions court). On that first day of working there was nothing much work for us to do, we only 'cruising' around the office and bugging the staff with thousands of question lol. We had our break at about 12.00pm and I went to KFC nearby. I had my lunch with a friend I knew from YM and I have known him for quite a long time but this was only the second time we met. I met him for the first time last year in December but we have known each other long before that. Anyway, thanks babe for sponsoring the luch that day hehe!
I went back to the office at 2.00pm. My collagues and I were then taken to the courtroom to observe the court in session. At 5.00pm, I was so determined go home by myself by bus (mum & Lores drove me to the Courts earlier in the morning) because I want to know how long does it take from the Courts to mum's place in Menggatal. However I have only managed to get to Terminal Wawasan and I were quite lost after that until I called mum to fetch me home. They came and despite of feeling tired and worn out (and plus my high heels were killing me!), I followed them to Country Heights to attend a birthday party of my niece. We went home and arrived at about 10.00pm. I took my bath and had dinner and afterwards threw myself on the bed and fell asleep.


Day 2, Tuesday 24th November 2009

I woke up very early and by 6.30 I was all ready to go. Mum has taught me how to take bus to Terminal Wawasan earlier and she even kept me company while I was waiting at the Bus Stand (thanks mum I love you!). I reached Terminal Wawasan at 7.17am and then I need to take another bus which can drop me somewhere near the Courts but I took a wrong bus, and it took me not anywhere near to the Courts but some miles away, I actually was dropped at the Politeknik KK! Because of this, I had an argument with one of my collagues. I don't mean to rant or anything but it hurt my feelings when someone who I thought I knew quite well if not too, very well, say things like "sial bah ko ni kan", "f*** off!!" and other harsh words to me because I made that mistake. I am sorry because I am not perfect and will never be. It was not as if I made that mistake on purpose. But some people just don't understand that because I don't know why, maybe they are too selfish? I don't know.
Anyway, just like the other day, we went to the courtroom to attend the mentioning of cases during the morning. In the evening after lunch, we attended a case hearing in the Magistrate court concerning a road accident whereby the witnesses of the case were called before the Magistrate to be examined by the Public Prosecutor and the accused's lawyer. That case was quite sad actually, I nearly cried but luckily I managed to control myself.
I had a date with some of my YM friends (again :P) but this time it was a first meeting between me and those people of which some I have known for a long time and some I have just known this year. The place of meeting was at Palm Cafe and there were 6 of us, Satonaka Halu, Max, Serra, Rosse, Babe Misblank and another friend and myself. And thanks Max for the dinner! :)
It was so nice meeting them all, they were all so friendly and it felt like I have known them all my life in an instant lol! Anyways I went home quite late that day and mum lectured me for that haha.


Day 3, Wednesday 25th November 2009

Well this day was so much fun! We had a brief interview session with the Magistrate, Tuan Nasruddin and afterwards, we had a discussion with our supervisor about many things hehe. We were later summoned by the Session Court judge Puan Ummi and as Mr. Richard said, she was someone very particular and detail about things. We attended cases mentioning in magistrate court and it was actually so heartbreaking to see that most of the cases brought before the magistrate court were cases involving drugs, and most of the accused persons were youth, boys and girls alike.
In the evening after we had our lunch at the nearby restaurant, we followed our supervisor to the Kota Kinabalu Central Prison in Kepayan to extend the remand order of the detainees. That was our first visit to the prison although it was a bit scary but we had fun and gained much knowledge from the trip. The detainees had so many sad stories to tell, even so many heartbreaking scene. We saw two women with their little babies and wondering what would be the future of the children growing up if their mothers are convicted and sent to the prison? The males detainees were so funny, they had not seen any girls around the prison for a long period of time and when they saw us they were like monkeys in the zoo hahaha!
We were not allowed to bring our handphones inside the prison so we couldn't take any pictures inside. We will be visiting the prison again next week, hopefully. :)
And I reached home very early at about 6.20pm!


Day 4, Thursday 26th November 2009

I arrived at the Courts at about 7.45am and my collagues were already there. There was nothing much to do so we kept on bugging the staff haha. At about 9.00am, we left the Courts for a while as ordered by Puan Ummi because of this one incident that I am not going to tell you babes right now. It was a 'FBI' suspense incident but everything is okay now though. We went to Centre Point to kill time and planned to watch Twilight but there were so many people queuing in front of the Growball Cinemax and we cancelled the plan, we went for window shopping instead. Later in the afternoon, we met with our friend Darren who is doing his attachment in a firm somewhere in KK and listened to his rant about his workloads in the office lols. Soon after that, we met Christine who is doing her attachment in level 7 of CP.
At 2.00pm, we were back in the courts. We once again went to hear the mentioning of cases in Magistrate court. One of our friend Eyza wanted to come but she was late and the session was finished when she arrived.
At 5.00pm, I was set to go home and I found out that there is a bus stand that is near to the Court of which I have never notice its existence before and actually I have been passing through it for 2 consecutive days. When I reached Terminal Wawasan, a familiar number was calling my handphone. When I answered, the first thing that the person said to me was "tengok kiri". I turned to my left automatically and nahhh, there was this one guy, a friend of mine I have known so long from YM but I have never met in my real life. I have shared so many things with him before and I was actually amazed to see him in front of me, not that I hated that situation or was not ready for it but I couldn't believe that we finally meet and in the most unexpected way! Babe Nel you are soooo skinny! Eat more!! LOL! It was amazing that he could recognise me but he just laughed at me and said "I remember your face OK" and "your nose-piercing confirmed that it was you". Before, in the evening, one of my chatting friend in YM, Cheng also told me in Facebook that he actually saw me at CP in the afternoon haha.. I just can't wait to meet many other faces behind the nicknames on my computer screen in December.. It is going to be so much fun! :))))

Well, so many stories I have told, so I am resting my case! Tomorrow is a holiday so I am going to sleep like I have never slept before LOL!

Anxiety.

I am waiting anxiously for Monday to come. I'm nervous.

And I'm feeling too anxious right now, feeling so nervous enough that I forgot all the stories that I'd love to share with you guys, so I guess another day babes.

Much lovess,

XOXO.